'cus im alive when your touchin me

pixiescars @ 2009-10-23T12:42:00

2009-10-23T17:44:06Z

This is one of the hardest things I've had to do.
Everyone around me is so happy with the decision I've made except me.
I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who wasn't just so damn happy about it.
I wish someone would just ask me if I'm okay...
'cause I feel like I'm not.

pixiescars @ 2009-09-23T15:58:00

2009-09-23T21:00:32Z

You say I know you better than anyone else, then why don't you take my advice?
Look at the past, when have I been wrong?
I know you're making the wrong decision.
I wish I could stop you, because once it happens there's no turning back.

moving

2009-02-02T19:03:13Z

very shortly.
to cypress.
with the boyfriend.
should be interesitng.

SUCK A DICK, IKE

2008-09-14T17:58:33Z

ike sucks.
I can't go to work.
can't get gas.
Cant have taco bell.
Luckily the boy's dad's house has power,
so i get to spend mass amounts of time with him, and take showers.
and post.
i'm bored.
i'm pissed.
i'm hungry.
i'm bitching.
:]

hurricane

2008-09-12T21:07:52Z

I don't want Galveston to be destroyed. :[
Daniel and I are staying with Marisa and Blake tonight.
Drinking away the hurricane blues.

dayummmmm

2008-09-12T19:51:31Z

I haven't been here in forever.
HOW IS EVERYONE?
Is anyone still here?

<3

2008-07-28T07:11:38Z

Wednesday will be a year.
I love him.

pixiescars @ 2007-07-07T21:15:00

2007-07-08T02:16:34Z

I'm kinda dating someone I don't wanna be.

I'm too much of a bitch to do anything about it.

pixiescars @ 2007-02-10T14:23:00

2007-02-10T20:25:58Z

haven't done this in a while.
lots of stuff has changed.
parents separated.
mom moved.
i moved with my step dad.
my sister moved in with us.
i got in a wreck and couldn't walk for two weeks.
lost a lot of friends i didn't need anyways.
my mom tried to kill herself.
my grandma is dying.
i'm generally okay though i guess.
surprisingly.

pixiescars @ 2007-01-10T02:43:00

2007-01-10T08:43:49Z

it's been a long time.
got in a wreck.
couldn't walk for a while.
I'm getting better now.

pixiescars @ 2006-08-15T13:51:00

2006-08-15T18:53:10Z

I'm so worried about tonight!
I have a date with this sexy chick, Savannah.

We're going to take a bath together and smoke, and talk.
I hope she likes me.
xoxoxo
Kelly

pixiescars @ 2006-07-28T15:56:00

2006-07-28T20:57:44Z

Saw Lady in the Water yesterday with Travis, Savannah, and Eric.
It was fun.
I've been spending alot of time with savannah which is always good.
I love herrrrr.
Umm. No Marisa in about 2 weeks. whatever.
Don't really know what else to say.
My mom is moving soon, maybe to illinois.
It's pretty crazy.
I feel sad about it, but I'm not going to cry anymore because it's not worth it.

pixiescars @ 2006-07-21T13:41:00

2006-07-21T18:42:16Z

Yesterday was fun.
Hung out with Savannah, Daniel, Travis, && Sam.
Day before that I saw Nacho Libre with Travis && Daniel.
I don't know what I'm doing today, but Sam is passed out on my bed.
I think Travis && I may do something.

pixiescars @ 2006-07-18T13:07:00

2006-07-18T18:10:48Z

Yesterday was fun.
Daniel came over, and then we went to Cypress to pick up Eric, who I haven't seen in 3 years.
We went to Denny's and drank coffee/smoked/played cards.
After that we went over to Kroger, and sat outside with a few of Eric's co-workers and talked about religion and music, and people, and stuff.
It was pretty badass.
Then we went to Walmart and got slushies and walked around for a while, and then brought Eric home.
I got home at about 4:15, and went to bed at six something.
I'm still so tired, but whatever.

It was a good night.

pixiescars @ 2006-07-16T21:18:00

2006-07-17T02:19:22Z

I came home from Savannah's today, and my computer was FUCKED UP.

Now I lost everything.

Everything from the past 3 years.

It's depressing.

2,000 pictures, and 666 songs, and SO MANY documents.

I feel so shitty.

In a little bit, Travis, Savannah, Dusty, Jerry, Daniel and I are going to see Nacho Libre though.

pixiescars @ 2006-07-13T19:18:00

2006-07-14T00:14:02Z

Fuck yes.

This is the best layout I've done in a while.

Really, it's the only one I've done in a while.

pixiescars @ 2006-07-13T18:04:00

2006-07-13T23:02:56Z

Saw a7x and SOAD yesterday.

Bestshowever.

A7X wasn't as good as when I saw them in October, but they still fucking rocked out. They played To End the Rapture, the Beast and the Harlot, Bat Country, Eternal Rest, Walk, Syn's solo, && Unholy Confessions.

&& JC pointed at me and my friends because we were pretty much the only kids on the left rocking out.

[/fangirl rant]

SOAD was really good, I was surprised they played so many songs. They played at least 3 songs from every cd they have, except they didn't play any from Steal This Album.

pixiescars @ 2006-06-04T00:36:00

2006-06-04T05:33:28Z

I haven't written in here in a while.
I love some people who are:
Albert
Travis
Danny
Jerry
Marisa
Dustyyy

That's probably it for right now.

Tomorrow I'm going for coffee with Dusty and Daniel.

He's here right now playing Halo.

Jerry and Travis just left.

I wanna hang out with Joe this week, and I for sure want to see marisa.

Yepsss.

Oh yeah, I graduated...

That's about it.

The end.

pixiescars @ 2006-05-16T08:44:00

2006-05-16T13:47:59Z

Blah blah I guess things have been okay and whatever, been kinda not in the happiest mood though.

Some of my friends are great, while others are drifting.

I really, honestly just need a hug, but not a shitty one, I want it to mean something you know. From a friend, because Taylor's doing fine in the other department.

bleh.

Saw body worlds 3. It was badass.

Going to see The DaVinci code this weekend, and to Marisa's graduation.

Mine's next weekend.

So

Happy

To

Leave

High

School.

pixiescars @ 2006-04-17T13:33:00

2006-04-17T13:40:09Z

Everything good always clutters at the same time =D

For instance, Savannah's bday, prom, graduation, and overall happiness :)

So, back to Savannah's bday. I'll just say that it was extremely fun, and included Savannah, Crystal, Anthony and Sam, Who has been extremely nice lately.

I'm going to prom with Travis, so that will be exciting, the theme is Las Vegas, and there's gonna be an Elvis impersonator and fake weddings so that should be cute. I'm pretty damn excited.

Apparently I'm going to Chicago for a majority of the summer again, for work and money, so that's MORE good news.

Annnnd, I'm going to see TBS. Yay.

So I guess I'm just happy all around, and even moreso because I'm surrounded by the people I like =D

pixiescars @ 2006-04-04T10:25:00

2006-04-04T15:26:10Z

aww, all my friends *minus like...2* fucking suck!!!!!!!

pixiescars @ 2006-02-23T19:05:00

2006-02-24T01:03:19Z

so basically i'm realizing how pointless this journal thing is, i mean, it's not like i forget what's happening in my life, and it's not like i dont know what I did. bleh. whatever.

pixiescars @ 2006-02-22T14:46:00

2006-02-22T14:58:25Z

hmm, well.

Last week was weird, lots of effin' work.
I was at school every day until at least 9, and on friday it was 11. That sucked.
I was working on a movie, which I completed.
It was for a contest so I had 5 days to shoot and edit an 8 and a half minute movie, which usually takes 2-3 weeks so it was pretty messed up.
Anyways, I finally finished, and then went to Austin for the comp. and they effin' cancelled the DV contest. So I sat around all day with the UIL kids, waiting to leave.
That sucked, but it wasn't too boring.
I'd like to thank all the awesome kids who stayed after school with me forever though(Travis, Michael, Zana, James, etc.), because at least I finished the damn thing.

Good news - OMFG RENT CAME OUT ON DVD YESTERDAY, AND I WATCHED IT, AND IT WAS DAMN GOOD.

I know I've already seen it in the theater and everything, but it was just as amazing, and sad and good, and cry-worthy *if not more-so this time* as it was last time.

*sigh*

I've been hanging out with Travis and Crystal alot lately which is fun, it sucks Savannah isn't allowed to do too much though.

I don't know.

I'm bored, and in second period, and there's a junior class meeting, so half my class is gone *computer science* and the seniors/freshman/sophomores taht are left are just sitting here bored going on the internet.
I guess that's better than doing programming though. =D

I'd be a horrible computer geek. hehe.

Movies I've watched lately & ratings:
* = one of those movies I'll never make an effort to see again.
** = hot ppl, bad acting or just okay.
*** = Really good.
**** = I could watch it every day.

Rent**** - Better than the first time, I can't wait until I get my copy this weekend. OMFG I'll be watching it EVERY day. =D

Mysterious Skin****- Just as good as the first time, I love it, but the book was better. Joseph Gordon Levitt is a hottie though.

Sugar*** - Good storyline, Cute actors. Good movie.

Heavenly Creatures**- Really freaky, weird half lesbian british preteens killing their mother.

****THE END****

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SKANK!!

2006-02-14T22:34:02Z

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY,
ERIK!!!!

Yay Erik, hope you have a good bday =D

pixiescars @ 2006-02-12T19:18:00

2006-02-13T01:15:25Z